No matter what you told them,
No matter what you say
You were the biggest wretch to ever cross my way
It doesn’t make a difference, when will you realize?
Even if you try harder, you’re dead before my eyes
And if you ever cross my path, just walk away
Because I had more than enough, it’s time to pay
‘Cause you are nothing but a faded dream
A nightmare I have buried deep within
Despite the lies, the pain, the hatred you have spread
You know it well, without me you are dead
Continue spreading rumors,
A little child's play
But you can never face me no, you’re too scared anyway
You think that you can fool me? Manipulate the crowd?
Everyone who has met you, they know what you're about.
Lies! Lies! Lies!
And there’s nothing left to say, anyway
No, there is nothing you can do, but fade away
‘Cause you are nothing but a faded dream
A nightmare I have buried deep within
Despite the lies, the pain, the hatred you have spread
You know it well, without me you are dead
‘Cause you are nothing but a faded dream
A nightmare I have buried deep within
Despite the lies, the pain, the hatred you have spread
You know it well, without me you are dead
No, you are nothing but a faded dream
A nightmare I have buried deep within
Despite the lies, the pain, the hatred you have spread
You know it well, without me you are dead
I built myself a cage to lock up all my feelings
Stalling, destroying, time wasting is my sin
I handed out my days to you, my only precious gift
Now I forgot…
…All that I know
My insides are bleeding
Why can’t you see?
I am hanging by a thread
Nobody can save me now
From the war inside my head
Nobody can save me now
From the war inside my head
The tide is coming in to wash it all away
Screaming my lungs out but you still can’t hear my pain
A memory of all the things that could have been
The void within
Lady Lazarus broke her chains and left the building
Her words are bleeding one by one inside my mind
The cold white light plays on repeat throughout this evening
The poet’s dead
I can’t escape
My insides are bleeding
Why can’t you see?
I am hanging by a thread
Nobody can save me now
From the war inside my head
Nobody can save me now
From the war inside my head
I can’t escape
My insides are bleeding
Why can’t you see?
I am hanging by a thread
Nobody can save me now
From the war inside my head
Nobody can save me now
From the war inside my head
We are ever striving after what is forbidden
Outside a storm was brewing, gleaming light of dawn
I Was strumming my guitar when I heard pounding on the door
I asked who’s that there knocking, you disturb my daybreak calm!
He said you know exactly who I am and why I’ve come!
I’ve heard you countless times whispering my name
So it was time for me to come and set your soul aflame
I know all your desires, your every darkest wish
I’m sure you’ll like it when I dive Inside your mind’s abyss
Oh if you knew, what’s in store for you
yeah if you knew, you’d give the devil his due
I’ve met many stubborn bitches but no-one quite like you
You’re dead inside but I don’t mind, I’ll make you bend askew
I said -excuse me sir-, I like your style but I didn’t catch your name
He answered it’s the one you call when you need someone to blame
He poured a glass of whiskey, slowly moving close
Girl I got that magic dust to make your head explode
He licked his lips and muttered “we’re off to a good start
You see, it’s not so hard to dance with Satan on your back”
Close your eyes now child and give yourself to me
It’s time to realise your wildest fantasy
Come closer, don’t you fear I’ll make you scream my name
It’s all your fault my dear, you’ve only got your self to blame
You’ve got yourself to blame
blame
Oh if you knew, what’s in store for you
yeah if you knew, you’d give the devil his due
Oh if you knew, what’s in store for you
yeah if you knew, you’d give the devil his due
June 27, I’m alive
Sipping on this drink of wine
Wasted till I'm 35, I forgot to breathe
Sitting in this empty room
Wasting every afternoon
But your picture on the wall
Is making me believe
Always searching never right
Every step takes me behind
I'm a shadow of this world
I did not choose to be in
June 27, I’m alive
Sipping on this drink of wine,
Wasted till I'm 35
I forgot to breathe
And all, all I ever wanted was you
No I didn’t think it through
All, all I ever wanted was you
There’s nothing more to say to...(you)
June 28 I’m still awake
How many blows can your heart take
Can’t drown the sorrow, one more line
to throw my mind to waste
Bloodshot eyes, restless mind
Daffodils blooming but I am blind
The world around me painted black
The walls are closing in
June 29 I’m still alive
but I can’t get off this crash dive
My head is spinning, dashing deep
I’m on a train derailed
Always searching never right
every step takes me behind
i'm a shadow of this world
I did not choose to be in
And all, all I ever wanted was you
No I didn’t think it through
All, all I ever wanted was you
There’s nothing more to say to you
And all, all I ever wanted was you
No I didn’t think it through
All, all I ever wanted was you
There’s one last thing to say now...
Medicated, complicated, everything collides
Devastated, fornicated, get out of my mind
The only thing I wanna do, is eighty six, get rid of you
The thoughts, the pain that made me insane,
The strength you always used to feign
And deep inside my wicked mind
Wish I’d go first, leave you behind
If you could feel the way I do
Erase the end of line you drew.